i think its horrendous, the ties, its mix and match because they dont have enough and all, :9

i dread band now,
i really dont know when the band is starting? most prob next tues,
but i really dont know if seniors is needed....

omg i cant believe i actually was so full of confidence the day i went for interview and now so.............
:/

well today watched iron man with raiyan faris forgot his anmee :/ and acid
omg lol i dont know if its boring/im tired or what, i fell asleep, i only wake up at exciting parts, the ending and in-between where tony was held captive lol,

so after tht the ladyboss called and i had to go down to see whether its ok, the fact is its not, but we have to make do with it,
-we need budget ones.
-last minute.

came home with a headache and just finish watching survivor! omg blindsided again haha

erik, won individual immunity but under, cerie, parvati, amanda and natalie's "plan"
natalie and cerie talked him round to give individual immunity to natalie and boom
the 4 of them voted him out instead,
how dumb is he!

so top 4 are girls.

i dont think im capable of being bm anymore. :/
toomuch i have no more self confidence i used to have or think tht i had.

bye! ghostwhisperer