Friday, May 30, 2008

i dont even care who's following me back to china, i want to get air ticket and fly there now, i want to join them in their class, you can never get bored there. i want to study there, i want to play there, i want to make friends there

i want to go back shenyang..

some of you might think what for cry, i mean like you might only be seeing some of them once,? and i am the only one who have the pictures taken wih them, and i lost it..
why, why me!
i particularly miss feifei weiwei, my buddy and dongyang, fyi, the longer i write, the louder my tears get.

im going to call weiwei tomorrow and ask her to do me a favour
goodbye.

Heartbrokened.

Dong Yang,Gao Miao, wei wei, sun bo, zao tuo, feifei, yu qi, niao jian, im sorry,
my soul is still in shenyang, and i just lost my memory card. all the pictures are gone, what i only have left are memories......

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

SIBLINGHOOOD





look at us loll, we did this while waiting for our photoshoot.

left class at 9.30 and then my shoot ended at lunch break, so attended ss and chem only.

after school went to get somethings and then came back,
my luggage is partially packed now.

i dont feel excited. -.- i dont feel high.
i keep thinking about ALTC damnit -.- ppl pls video call me when im there. esp darryl chew you better make one of their task to video call me. -.-

leaving house around 5plus zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Vesak.Today



ok ytd woke up early early just to go the simpang bedok there baibai -.-, damn i felt so disrespectful im so sorry Buddha. i went to say here so smelly and i rather be christian. :/ im so sorry,

den went tmall walk walk, after that cabbed home, dropp my family and i cabbed to airport. met song jieling and soh jiatong.
den we went to TOSTO, some kuku cAFE. and they studied.-.- i went to buy macs, den sam wee came, can laugh at her ahwang hair!

den all of them studied i did nth, i didnt bring anything.
after tht 6plus we went to tmall, song went to popular to get her things den we went down i bought tako and they bought bread & cake.

end of day. bussed home.

today, i slept for the first 3 lessons, boring, not really 3, maybe 2, amaths, ms chen! shes so nice............................. :( but then me and waihon keep kajiao-ing her. waihon sucks.

den poa in com lab, viwawa with yukean yaohui and jdran.

physics was funny, waihon yukean jdran audrey and juline me laughing behind. i find the ycelestial eat bread loaf joke funny.

anyway after school had ALTC briefing, eh i want go sia. i can lead!!!! lol nvm give others chance -.-, GROUP 3 will win, Got crocodile, chidian and joker. (petrina, jdran and minlin.)

maybe farris also lol.

ANYWAY FARRIS IS EMO. he says his dp from p6 put alr o.o lame shit.

anyone knows nehneh's msn? lol bye. ohya after altc briefing had this shenyang meeting agn, nth productive cann. nvm.

after the whole thing which ended around 6, went to check out band and everything is so disorganised!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz sad thing is im not going band anymore till im back.

i'll be back 29MAY thursday, 11pm? am i suppose to go band next day?

PLAN PARTY FOR MISS CHEN LEH!!! PEOPL!E

Sunday, May 18, 2008

LEAD FOR LEADERS

*SHAZ FOUND MY BLOG! -.-


the SIXXYYS

Hassan Angela Eugene Farris Gideon and Xueer! and me behind lahhhh.

Farris:


Xue er:


Gideon:


Extraa
Dickson:



NEHNEH:

neh neh was laughing with me throughout the whole journey to changi in the bus. he is tenglin btw, NEHNEH. i was laughing at junnie and he was laughing at my laughter, so the we laughed the whole journey till everyone looked back -.-


this pic makes me laugh, me and eric laughing caus junnie ____ ____. ok nvm fill in yourself.


STILL LAUGHING.....

STILLL LAUGHING....

GOT TO STOP!

finally!


petrina so emo, hadi so funny. -.-


minlin and waihon so funny -.-


look at candice, waihon and shenghao! HAHAHAHHA


hahaha weicong and yiliang!!

Ms tan + Mr Tan = Eric Joshua?

haha one happy family

basically the day started off with me waking up at 5.30am, getting dressed and then cabbing down to meet jdran, farris, tenglin, shenghao, hadi, zhengfeng, darren ng. at 201 mac for breakfast and then my brother and darren sim came tgt later.

after which we walked to school and the whole thingy started. had debrief for the 1st day and i had to stand there while the rest compliment/criticize me as camp commandant.

lucky no bad eh -.- im so happy they said i cheered them on when their morale's down -.-.-.-.- ok anyway we had punishment again, miss ong saw, she was driving in and she still laugh! -.-

den we had to run round school again, which we stopped at the field to do jumping jacks, we had to restart a few times, not tgt etc. and when we finally completed them, crystalla and andrew saw me doing jumping jacks while turning rounds, and then the whole lot of us was asked to do it my way -.-

and they couldnt. sorry ://////////

ok anyway the camp commandant for the 2nd day was darryl! i recommended one, since he is going to be the one for altc, train now, sad thing is im not going to be able to go altc! the changi place looks so fun! :( and i wanted to be the facilitator i know im the only zi-high one can lol. i want to take my group and then make all of them participate and at the end of the day seeing my group win and all!
i never failed to do so ok! haahhahaha, this year's orientation, 1R1 won! :D ALTC last year, my group won! :D and the band chalet ah hahaha although my group lost, me and gwen got best facilitator leh hahahha -.-

the feeling of accomplishment is greatt!!!!

back to the camp.
after PT and all, went to the libary for a talk, public speaking, etc,

and then went down for games, the 1st one is GROUP 4,5,6 play obstacle course, i think did it the fastest? all teamates were tied tgt and blindfolded, only 1 teammate need not be blind folded, suppose to direct us.
Gideon directed us,

2nd game is the chair one, stand on chair then have to move from point a to b, hahaha
SIXXYS won! ahahahaha, everytime they move, i quickly squeeze with eugene and angela and then i pass the last chair down, real fast ahaha, some point in time before they even move i alr passing another chair down, so we wonn! :D

and then we were told to run to the place near POD, with our medicine ball(LIFE) WHICH weighs 6kg, our hands still tied tgt in groups.it was impossible to run, so we walk and in the end, the whole lot of us pumping 100? unreasonable? yes.
the lunch,

after lunch walked back toschool and then refill water and all and we're off to changi campsite.

neh neh was laughing with me throughout the whole journey to changi in the bus. he is tenglin btw, NEHNEH. i was laughing at junnie and he was laughing at my laughter, so the we laughed the whole journey till everyone looked back -.-

reached there, we were briefed. so cool lah! haha lol, and then the instructor seperated us into 2 groups.

My group : Hauntu?
Weicong
Jeffrey
Ridhwan
Darren Sim
Petrina
Angela
Kymberly
Mindy
Maisarah
Junnie
Hadi
Eric
Waihon
Zhengfeng?

AHH i cant remember? anyway we named our group hauntu.

and then we were told to do the capsize drill, so cool! haha first time leh so far out at sea swimming -.- and capsizing! so after our boat was secured and all, we were told to swing left, right and then left, by the time the last left, all of us should have capsized alr.
and so we did! so funn! but the water so salty!!!

and then once we did head count and all of us was still "safe", we fliped the boat together in the water as a team, the boys, pressed our weight down on the boat while the girls lifted the boat up and there it is, and then some was called into the boat to clear the water.
haha i was floating/swimming relaxing in the water while they were clearing! so fun! Petrina so funny.

anyway once the boat was cleared all of us got back in one by one. and then we continued to paddle and all. we sighted a snake.

but not fun, the other group did not capsize!

overall dragon boating is fun! i really wish to do it again can!
kayaking also!!! but then ALTC... im not able to go,
nvm shenyang would be fun too right?!

alright so after the whole activity we can bathe, some of us just showered and then change. caus no time,
in the end only 1 bus arrive, so most of the ppl got up leaving
yiliang petrina, taufiq, jacinta, zhengfeng darren, eugene, eric my brother ms tan mr ong siokhui and darryl behind/

we took the 2nd one. haha this time round we were ddisturbing petrina! shes so bubbly lol and so funny.

i mean like shes so effervescence, like no matter how we make fun of her she still wont get angry.,

after reaching school went to eat dinner with eric, justindran, my brother and petrina, zhengfeng candice, dickson, maisarah, mindy darren ng,

ok actually everyone is approachable and fun! its just that we do not have the time daily tgt and i really had fun with my group,
FARRIS, GIDEON, XUEER, ANGELA, EUGENE, HASSAN.
especially when we dont talk so much when we see each other and all, we came tgt and we dominated? lol not really dominated lah, but worked so well tgt!!

WE ALL BUSSED HOME AFTER THAT, WITH TAUFIQ WAITING FOR ALL OF US TO BOARD THE BUS BEFORE LEAVING?! SO GOOD.

ok
see what pic i have.
haha so long the post. byee!

samwee ask me study tmr? O.o lol i think so? hahaha

going 10 soon, i want to watch the channel 5 show, tonight got SPI! ok gtg,
i hope you like my picturexxxxzz.

usually when we have pic, we'll talk lesser but i feeling like keeping this post until i die -.- just kidding, i just need to refer to this and i will laugh. so this will make me laugh -.-

bye! the 10pm showwwww SPI!

Friday, May 16, 2008

im back,
i'll just zoom straight into LEAD FOR LEADERS,
so my group consist of
XUE ER
ANGELA
EUGENE
FARIS
GIDEON!

and i volunteered to be the camp commandant whcih i think i should not have -.-
haha quite fun actually! not the starting where weiliang was incharge and treated us like shit.

yay so i think we bonded?
after tht ended around 8?
went 201 mac with darren hadi shenghao justindran and weicong.
drink only den bussed home.
saw faris, he need to go bedok south with is quite near my house,
so faris me weicong darren took bus 12,

helped faris navigate the way to his grandma house send him there and then came back.
saw mrs lock on the way to my house lol. she has 3 children? lol one girl is in tkgs lol. ok

i think i need to sleep tmr, 7am-6pm. external. not in school and the )Z()!@*&(^! weiliang will be taking us in the afternoon

i think group SIXXY rocks -.-
byee

Thursday, May 15, 2008


i forgot to say ms chen is leaving!!

her teaching is quite good but its just boring, but shes nice!

see all the nice teachers are leaving.............................................

shes damn weird, she ask me to inform com and sls about tmr's meeting and she said, can claim from me tmr -.- hahahahahaha only a few sms claim what? lol, but anyway! :(

Joyceee



waihon sucks, he abuse me leh missong, -.- everyday, sit with him can die,

TODAY IS COOOOL -..-

basically because no english, CHNGY SUCKS.

i got lots of uhhem of ppl and i decided the winners are Ms Ong, Waihon and Joyce x2.
BUT MS ONG GO DELETE HER MARIA PICTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she looks like a maid.

afterschool went tmart with jdran and then bussed home. den came back -.- for the supposedly SC MEETING, which turns out to be we've been made slaves to make water bombs,
of course i didnt, i played of course lah. wtf meeting say meeting, if we're doing some water bombing for tmr's camp at least state can, but lucky i got the jersey, so i changed and started to throw at ppl.

SHENGHAO HADI DARRYL DARREN NG WEIJIE better watch out tmr! my revenge, ok mqaybe if youre in my group for camp tmr i wont do you.

so basically darryl,took a whole pail and splashed at me, hahaha i've got my men and zhengfeng darrren ng pinned darryl down and i splahsed him, hahaha damn fun, -.-----
ok bascially i think among the sec 2 scs ppl think im mad, who cares.


fortunately tmr lead for leaders got a handful of ppl in our class going,
Hadi, Waihon, Mingyi, Zhouran, Junnie and Angela!! WHooooo. ok waitng for the piccc.
yo! i just woke up and realised i fell asleep ytd by accident! -.-
so i checked my com, so many conver, im so sorry,

alright, before i go and sleep agn, i think i know how to spot me.
if im online= im away
if im away= im online.

get itt!? byee!
should i sleep? l

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

i love my class jersey! black red, coool! yay! and because its the new catalog, no one else has it!!!! :D
anyway here are some pic of it.






hilarious!

alright today's alright, english seriously sucksk, mr chng sucks, he saw the "tau pok" but he didnt say annything? he just asked mingrong where's his script and walked away, so it ended with mingrong fighting with dennon and chowlin? justin tai damn funny! he shouted mr chng's name, den pointed middle finger at him, hahahhahah!

anyway got back most of the papers,

left during POA to go to Tanjong Katong Sec for the briefing to shenyang.
tht Zhong Hua sec school teacher thinks he is funny. like seriously.

and damnit i didnt even know im the so-called "leader" of the group.
my buddy's name is seriously funny! -.- i think only me and audrey's buddy name most funniest can. mine is gao hong miao or soemthing!!!

the bus reached shcool around 515. came home,
and the time-table in china is so fking long! they have to wake up 5.50 everymorning, and only ends at 10pm.!!!
omg! like seriously if singapore's education system is like this all of us would be dead.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Btw to all those people feeling depressed by their score or just feel way low caus all their friends scored higher,
dont compare? like seriously, everyone has their own uniqueness and talents and specialty.
im not comparing so i dont feel low. -.- maybe i will -.-

anyway waiting for SHAZZZZZZZZ to find her way into this blog. i bet she cant LOOL
Hi shazana found it? -.-
im back! had school/shengyang meeting/band/dinner/flu jab.

School's fine,
after school went get pizzahut takeaway and went to KFC to eat.
then got the band to move and all and went for the shengyang meeting.
got our performance settled, tomorrow we will be meeting with the 2 other schools to discuss our combined performance.
I think im going to be the only one from NASS dying there, out of the 11ppl going, i was the only one laughing like mad even in the meeting -.- the sec2s so quiet.

anyway i was imagining stepping into the class and then i started bursting out in laughter but the shengyang ppl dont find it funny -.- or halfway through their lessons i will start laughing at the teacher etc.

BAND, me gaby karl tianhoe and benedict instrument is still with the repairs, so we couldnt do much, luckily i had the shengyang meetting which ended at 5 and i got 1hr to be bored only, gaby was complaining how bored she was hahaha.

came home and ate dinner, den went to the doctors' for my flu jab.
it wasnt pain! too much fats ahhh,-.-
but i was scared of the needle at first but just bore with the pain.

tomorrow meeting with the other schools, quite excited about the trip,
only i cant control myself from laughing!

Monday, May 12, 2008

im back because i forgot to blog about the morning, after the vice-chairman and chairman briefing, pamela, jacinta, weicong, lim weijie my brother and i was lazy to walk back to canteen so we went back to class and then we played cards! hahahha
thts how wepast time, taiti and bridge plus PSP.

ok anyway i still feel stresss. :9
zaijian
I finally broken my record -.-
alright so saturday was good, friday's sleep till saturday afternoon.
woke up and my mum called to say she is still playing mahjong and wants me to steam the fish
i did and it is nicer than hers ok, nvm

sunday morning went for the carnival at tamp. Sec 3s SCs were asked to go. overthere, POD gave us t-shirts to change into , after which they ask us to try the free rock-climbing and abseiling. basically we had to go for tht -.- and to see lee hsien long? so my turn and Leonard and the other trainers were -.-.-.-.--.-.-.--.-.--.-.-
they laugh and said i was funnny when i haven even say anything yet, damn dumb LEONARD tht guy is damn dumb lol, hahaha, and the other long hair guy, he laughed at me because i was sweating? -.-
But they're fun people lol.
alright so after we did tht mr tan told us we can go... lol
but we earned 2hrs of CIP! hahah coool

then wanted to go bowling but huihui called. when we were eating at KFC. so after we fnish eating. Hadi, Minlin, Eric, Zheng Feng, Darryl, Darren Ng, and my brother went to "meet" her at tm, she havent reach. and so we waited about an hour, she reached.
so we asked her what is the project about and she didnt want to tell us and wanted us to go to her house, but its human nature, surely all of us felt damn pissed.
she continued walking with gaoyang... until, I WAS UNUSUALLY OUT OF CONTROL. and i just walked of, Damn funny i wanted to laugh but at the same time i really wanted to leave, so i walked till the MRT there and the restof them caught up, they thought i pissed with them can! Lol! not them lah, but huihui and gy continued to walk.
so we finallly went home. (SEE IT INVOLVES LEADERSHIP AND THE ABILITY TO INFLUENCE) i influenced them to go home -.-

OMG LA! WE COULD HAVE GONE BOWLING AND THEN MEET HER OH WHAT?! OUR SC BOWLING DATE IS GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.......................
anyway they are fun people.
Minlin we support you!!!

and lastly today,
omg can, chowlin went to send msges with my phone -.-
i hope he is ok now? :/
just now when we leaving school he is like so emo...
anyway today got back emath paper 1, physics and chemistry
improvement for both math and chem, but my physics haha, i dont know why i laughed at my score, 39/100 anyway talking about it dont you remember i alr said i was failing it? LET IT BEE?! LOL go to my achive and see. so i mean like i got no emotion lol,
my paper was most filled with x and followed by haha! in red, -.-

after thermal physics i think the rest of the topics is easy because i alr learn in tuition, so maybe next year when mr sim teach thermal in tuition i would be able to get it,
enough.

went to tmall to eat with justin, had to pangseh him in the end to rush for the meeting, so yes the grad day is cancelled! but i still feel the stresss. anyway, we have to resume marching?! ://///////////////////////////////////////////////////// god.

alright i lovee marching anyway

theres two more meetings, shengyang performance tommorrow at 3 and shengyang one meeting theother 2 schools on wednesday. and wednesday have band meeting with excos and sls.
& 3R4 is getting our jerseys on WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!
i hope we break the record caus we paid 28 dollars for the jersey, haha
and shazana is rich! she should have collected $1290 in total! (maybe i should steal 500 to pay the rest of the ties, band you see, shes from band toooo!, :D) joking miss ong will killll us.

Friday, May 9, 2008

goodnight, i decided to turn in early tonight, maybe im feeling stress and all because oflack of sleep.

anyway thank you to those whom i've just talk to on msn, goodnight, i hope my pimple will burst in my sleep.
i think its horrendous, the ties, its mix and match because they dont have enough and all, :9

i dread band now,
i really dont know when the band is starting? most prob next tues,
but i really dont know if seniors is needed....

omg i cant believe i actually was so full of confidence the day i went for interview and now so.............
:/

well today watched iron man with raiyan faris forgot his anmee :/ and acid
omg lol i dont know if its boring/im tired or what, i fell asleep, i only wake up at exciting parts, the ending and in-between where tony was held captive lol,

so after tht the ladyboss called and i had to go down to see whether its ok, the fact is its not, but we have to make do with it,
-we need budget ones.
-last minute.

came home with a headache and just finish watching survivor! omg blindsided again haha

erik, won individual immunity but under, cerie, parvati, amanda and natalie's "plan"
natalie and cerie talked him round to give individual immunity to natalie and boom
the 4 of them voted him out instead,
how dumb is he!

so top 4 are girls.

i dont think im capable of being bm anymore.
:/
toomuch i have no more self confidence i used to have or think tht i had.

bye! ghostwhisperer

Thursday, May 8, 2008

If I Never See Your Face Again (feat. Rihanna)

i succeeded in doing nothing!

i thought about everything, then, the ladyboss called to say that they dont have enough :/ so i have to go down tomorrow to check out the rest,

-some side-tracks when i did nothing, me and my brother ordered pastamania again :/
-my oversized pimple is shrinking!
-jason is finally out.
-If I Never See Your Face Again (feat. Rihanna) is nice

cant wait for ghost whisperer and survivor!
last week,
- amanda played a good game, probably the best move and the best episode so far.

going to watch the daily show then......
go tv-surfing,

bye, so many people are online (probably the highest hit this week) -.-
but... i dont feel like talking to anyone!

EMOOO bye -.-
after seeing the doctor, feeling much better,
and my big pimple a.k.a red nose is shrinking i think :/ finally.

Sheng hao says its cute -.-----------------------------------------
anyway im taking day off tmr to meditate,
recharge my energy, next week is full steam ahead, theres band, sc stuff and band meeting? no more free time and late nights anymore.

anyway putting my status away really helps to keep one calm.
no idea what im talking. look at the time, if seriously i dont mind sleeping late every day but its unhealthy lol, you must be laughing and saying im alr unhealthy. ok nvm. bye.

day off tmr!

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

We need a fking drink!

Hello, posting quite late today, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i think im addicted.

so today woke up and went down to my grandma's house to eat lunch and off to meet assiddiq and shengggggggg hao.

walked over cs and tm and all the ties is like 49 plus dollars, we'll be so over budget? 2000over dollars?! noo

so tried calling cy and zh but none of them answered so called izzati! :D shes the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everytime need help she sure there one lol, anyway she told us city plaza has so we went to eat 1st before going Paya Lebar.

reached there, went to look around, prices ranged from 16.90-25 and we just didnt felt like going to the 1st lvl shop, but instead, walk around the whole shopping centre? in the end, the 1st lvl shop, sells it for like 12.90! lol, but didnt have the colours we wanted, in the end still placed orders after calling caiyan,
and we managed to bring the price down to $10/each! yay!

in the end cost $600 and we needed pay deposit 100, didnt have ennough so me and sheng paid 50each, shimei better give us back!

but......... band fund has very lil funds left i think..

ohya, tht place has no drink at all! only outside! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

she said we can collect it on monday.
David Archuleta is back and just in time!

David Cook faltered a little bit with his first song, but recovered. Shock elimination? Probably not.

Syesha got some bad comments from Simon Cowell and Randy Jackson, and it became too much that she finally broke down. Her place in the Top 3 is now assured.

Jason Castro forgot his lines and this could be it for him.

but david cook is just so loud and bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, hurting my earsssssssss

Tuesday, May 6, 2008



Missed, although most of them had alr moved on with their lives, i havent,

Zen!

Ok start off with the funniest photo i think,

zzzzzzzzzzzzz dont laugh.


Today marks the end of mid-year, one more listening compre on Friday,

day started with a bad note, felt sick,
could have just miss physics test, but didnt, after mid-yr, went tmall with eric and justindran as you can see above ^ sorry 3R4 didnt watch the movie, i dont like superhero movie lol, its like epic movie, lame.

i want horrror!

went to the macdonalds for breakfast? Mcgriddles is nice.
and then century square to get eric gundamn dont know what. but the shop havent open, met Jacinta Daphne and Catherine at the movie there, den went comic connection look see, den go toysarus.
den went back to tht shop got his thing and came back home, seems so short but it was damn long lol.

just came back and damn tired but i want to stay up late late late today, ok
Zen is nice!





Monday, May 5, 2008

Wtf is jeremy thinking!!!!!!!!!!!



This was taken way back, 18 March i think, the day i woke up at 3 and was late for the band performance and the bus left without me tht day.
Wtf is jeremy thinking!!!!!!!!!!!


When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

When all the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer
Let it be
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
there will be an answer
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Yeah, let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow
Let it be
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
There will be no sorrow
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be no sorrow
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

So, haha im gg to let it be :/ of course, im gg to just go through throughly but whether i understand anot is another qns, because i think its too late and i wont be able to understand all,

so after this im getting a physics tutor, so sad got to start from chap1, but i dont care! its working towards my O, thermal physics is a big thing and i dont want to not beiong able to understand it, but just for this Mid-year paper, LET IT BE!

JUST ORDERED PASTAMANIA DELIVERY, MY CREAMY CHICKEN!!
haha i think this delivery is better than pizzahut.

i got this weird weird condition, im sleeping so late at night, but the next day i just wake up and still feel energized,

isit all in the mind? i think so, i know its not gg to be a killer if i did studied, i know it not gg to be a killer if at the start of the paper, i said its doable.

nvmnvm, physics! HEAT CAPACITY, LATENT HEAT FUSION, BROWNIAN MOTION ETC. THERMAL PHYSICS.

sidetrack, i think im quitting my physics tuition at victoria cause 3.5/4 of the students there are doing the same topic which is not on thermal physics, and my school is. MY TEACHER SAY MY SCHOOL IS WEIRD. Siew mei says tht, teri says tht.

zz but its not weird i think? they're focusing on the harder topics 1st? but then agn, without the foundation, General Phyics, i dont know how we can proceed to thermal.
damnit, all rgith, like i said its all in the mind and we should stop putting the blame onothers but ourself. its my fault.

im trying to upload brooke white's you must love me studio recording from itunes, but it seems impossible,


Ambitious
Your best quality is ambitious! People like you because you are a determined person. Once you set a goal for yourself you do whatever it takes to achieve it.

1st in "Who is more cuddly"
1st in "Who is a better catch"
2nd in "Who is a better listener"
2nd in "Who is braver"
3rd in "Who is more tech-savvy"
4th in "Who is more punctual"
5th in "Who has better hair"
7th in "Who is more trustworthy"
7th in "Who more likely to succeed"
7th in "Who is more reliable"
8th in "Who is cuter"
9th in "Who has a better sense of humor"
9th in "Who is smarter"
10th in "Who is more loyal"
11th in "Who is more naturally talented"
13th in "Who would I rather date"
13th in "Who is more popular"
14th in "Who is crazier"
14th in "Who would make a better father"
14th in "Who is a better public speaker"
14th in "Who is more confident"
16th in "Who has prettier eyes"
17th in "Who is more creative"
18th in "Who is more attractive"
20th in "Who can drink more"
22nd in "Who is more famous"
22nd in "Who would I rather kiss"
22nd in "Who is hotter"
23rd in "Who is kinder"
24th in "Who would I rather marry"
24th in "Who is sexier"
25th in "Who has a better smile"
26th in "Who more likely to skip class"
27th in "Who is more well-mannered"
27th in "Who is cooler"
27th in "Who would I rather hang out with for a day"
28th in "Who is more adventurous"
30th in "Who is more likely to do a favor for me"
31st in "Who studies harder"
31st in "Who has better taste in music"
31st in "Who has a better body"
31st in "Who is more artistic"
34th in "Who would I rather have dinner with"
34th in "Who would I rather live with"
35th in "Who is more likely to win in a fight"
36th in "Who is more fashionable"
36th in "Who is better at science"
37th in "Who has a better profile picture"
37th in "Who is a better dancer"
43rd in "Who would I rather be trapped on a desert island with"
43rd in "Who is more organized"
45th in "Who is a better friend"
47th in "Who has a better laugh"
48th in "Who is more entertaining"
49th in "Who would I rather get stuck in handcuffs with"
51st in "Who would I rather travel with"

SO AS EXPECTED, Emaths was abit tricky and i really sense tht completing the square was coming out since tht last last test also got, i said i was gg to read through, in the end i didnt and it came out and i was stuck, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
same for the cylinder, the only formula i did remember was the cone one, and i didnt know they had a formla sheet in front of the paper, so i thought hard got the formula, but after finishing all, i flip to the 1st page and saw the formula sheet,

how stupid i can be?

spent 2hrs plus doodling alr, i still got no feeling to study! ok lets just ignore that, i can overcome the last killer! i got fats, it wont kill me, it will bounce back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yoyoyoyoyoyo

1.11am, only darren and a few ex-seniors are online, :/ tht proves like so many are like prepared and ready for tomorrow's exam :/ IM not, not ready for tmr and tues's physics.

i've got a creative zen! lol ok nvm haha My mum is the best, despite all the tantrums last time, ahhhhhhhhhhh,

ok nvm, practically flip and glance through my emath, i know emath paper 2 and physics going to be a killer, but.... im a easygoing person and dont really feel the urge to study, k , now watching Monkey, funny!

will come back tmr morning to update you, perhaps i might be dead asleep once im back.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

50 cutest child star all grown up

caught 50 cutest child star all grown up on E! just now.

Makes me want to migrate you know.. ah, and i caught a news its abt Kids unearth bear bones at school,

its as if they're exposed to a much wider source and environment you know, and i dont quite like singapore's way of doing things,

but.. NE, must have a sense of beloninging to country and all,

its almost 2am now, have tuition tmr,

goodnight ppl, i still feel like migrating! damn it, children in the us and all just seem so open and all, but............ nvm continue tmr, if not its gg to be long,

Friday, May 2, 2008

Going to study with the usual agn, tmr, i dont want to be late agn -.-
lucky there's jieling whom can maybe teach me physicsssssss,!

finish watching survivor and AMANDA! GOOD GAME! caus the past 2 tribal councils, Jason and Ozzy had the hidden immunity idol, but both thought they wouldnt be voted off, and thus got blind sided,

Tonight, amanda found the hidden immunity idol and played it and saved her from the game as she received the highest votes amanda 4 and alexis 2 and alexis got voted off as amanda had played immunity idol!

GOOOD GAME!! I respect Amanda, i dont respect cerie, parvati, eric and natalie, amanda should win!

Everything's so funny

is so funny seeing people exchanging vows and all, ok nvm, shldnt elaborate.

so POA today, i can balance! ok but dont know if the answer's right, but i forgot to bring my correction tape, and forgot to buy, so i had to secretly lend from tay.

before poa was elect history, omgoddness man, i just hope tht my essays are correct as i vaguely remember the names, for example the 4 "potential leaders" sucessors for lenin, was Trotsky, Stalin, and the other 2 i cant remember,

IM SO DISAPPOINTED , LOL, i dont look so serious, damn,

& remember at the starting of the year i wanted the UWC scholarship.
Our world is changing.
We all need more skills than ever before.

Two out of three jobs in the future will require a higher level of skills and better qualifications. In fact, in less than 10 years there will be very few unskilled jobs.

Meanwhile, thousands of employers - of all sizes - admit their staff don’t have the right skills needed for the future.

But we’re all natural learners
Remember growing your skills and qualifications
can also grow your income, so your future earnings
really are in your hands.
Our future. It's in our hands.


I mean friends are impt and all, but its your future, dont ever let relationships and influence get in your way right? i mean like your career comes first, and then the rest will follow.

I sound so chim, but anyway haha this is what i think, dont get influenced 0-.-

Ghost Whisperer is nice! HAHAH Supernatural also. The Invisible, without a trace nice also,

its just 2 more papers! hahahahham,

EMATHS paper 2
and Physics, which i have no confidence in scoring.

I just do my best, alright nvm, all this are like model answers -.-

Everything's so funny, miss ong is so funny, waihon should stop it before he dies in my hands,

Did i mention smth bout jason? Haha nvm, bye.


I SHOULD JUST FINISH WHAT I WANT TO DO IN LIFE, TRAVELING TO TRANQUIL PLACES BEFORE THE WORLD DIES IN 21 12 2012! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

MEANWHILE, IM GG TO DO A LEARN DIRECT QUIZ WHICH ASSESS MY SKILLS AND RECOMMEND ME THE BEST JOB I SHOULD AIM

Elective History,

12.16am , Whats worse is tht i cant find the e.history notes printed by mdm lim,
just got to use my notes..

but on the other hand for poa i hope im there alr, just a few more theory.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

SLEPT FOR 5HRS,
4PLUS TILL 9.


damnit, so i woke up, den tried to tire myself, by reposition furnitures in my room,
den i fell asleep.

So disappointed haha, but im accepting who i am, Yesterday i took a cab down, & this uncle told me he has 2 children, 17 & 20 yo and they dont listen to him and all, and he told me to study hard to get into VJC? Woah lol, den he said if not temasek,

but what do i really want? do i want to get into VJC just because of its name? or what? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

so my elective history and Principles of accounts day is screwed by me trying to tire myself out and sleeping.

what can i do now at 10pm? trying very harding to stay away from all distractions.

American Idol Top 5

So nice.. but she was eliminated.probably because of her first song,. but her second was one of the best of the night!
And i thought tht for the 1st song, everyone was exceptionally bad except syesha?


Brooke White, Iam... I said.



Syesha Mercado, Hello Again.


Syesha Mercado, Thank the Lord for the Night Time.

Both quite nicely sang right.


David Archuleta,Sweet Caroline


David Archuleta, America



David Cook, I’m Alive


All I Really Need is You